Well, my master put my collar on - and I was to be punished for some naughty behaviour - that's fine - but ouch! It was a little more than I bargained for and I needed a break at one point. Got started again - and then - I forget why, I got angry for something. Wouldn't shut up and had my collar revoked!! OH NOOOOO!!
I remember why I got angry, cause master taped my a while back without my knowing and I lied about it afterwards I guess. But I didn't like being caught and I didn't like being taped without knowing so I let my temper get outta hand and I got mouthy. :(
Well, we talked a little and I got my collar back and we carried on. Good sex, master came, I came (with permission) and alls well that ends - but overall - I'm disappointed with my performance. I have to keep my temper - that's the whole point of this (well, almost the whole point! :) :P )
Feeling ok today - glad the lies are out and I can start fresh - no more lies! Feel like master is looking out for me cause he cares enough to punish me and force the truth out of me. He's trying to help me because he loves me and I hope I can improve and be a better sub for him.
Hope we can play again tonight - will post more if we do.
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