Defining Roles

Just read another blog http://www.soulcast.com/post/show/206583/Needing-Advice haven't read much of it but it brings up an excellent point. I tend, for one reason or another to find myself "playing" sub at various times through a regular day - during vanilla activities I like to be in the role. Not 24/7 but I just find myself slipping into it sometimes. I guess when I want my Master's attention or when I'd like to place myself at his command - in anything.

It makes me horny. God, I must be crazy. It makes me so horny to think of me being my Master's slave all the time. It makes me feel good all over. and scared to death.

But, back to the topic at hand - I don't know how my Master really feels about it. I don't know that he wants the responsibility or if it gets him off enough to practice being those people more of the time. It's exciting to think about - but it's something we need to talk about I guess. It makes me breathless to think about having him collar me in a ceremony and mark me as his own one day. I will be patient and show my Master I am worthy of being his slave.

Fuck me! I'm sick. I wonder if Master thinks so or if he likes it. He was turned on by it last week - but I screwed up and got mouthy and gave him cause to doubt my dedication to being his sub. I love to think about him being hard while he thinks of me waiting for him and wet with desire to please him. Available for him to do anything he likes with me and to me.

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